My Christmas Gift

Thank You Santa...It was lil late in the night but then it was still Christmas other side of the world...But i goofed up this time around too...Why this urge of acknowledgment rares up it's head...I will kill it for sure ...I will "embarrass" none the next time round...

We will talk soon...it's early in the day...Maybe tonight but before going back to work for sure.

Visiting Me of The Old!!!

I had a fight friday night...in fact two...it was great to feel human again...nah precisely it was great to be Vaibhav again. You see someone doing wrong and you just can't help this urge of hitting them hard but no.. just can't do that because of the tag wrapped around your neck.

I kick them so hard that i sprained my leg..but pain most of the times is sweet...nahin...

Summing myself up..

Fazli sahab is simply awesome. What beautiful thoughts paired with immaculate words. I wish someday "Khuab "(me) could pen down even a line of that stature. This one by him sort of sums me up....

har ghadi khud se ulajhanaa hai muqaddar mera
main hi kashti hun mujhi mainn hai samandar mera

kisase puuchhun ki kahaan gum hun barason se
har jagah Dhundhataa phirataa hai mujhe ghar meraa

ek se ho gaye mausamon ke chehare saare
meri aankhon se kahin kho gayaa manzar mera

muddaten beet gai Khvaab suhaanaa dekhe
jaagta rahta hai har neend mainn bistar mera

aainaa dekhke nikalaa thaa main ghar se baahar
aaj tak haath main mahfoos hai patthar meraa

---Nida Fazli

It has been months since i have hit my zone. Some call it 'trans', some my 'virtual world' but i like it that way , indulged in life rather than in making a living. I am not a hero waiting to happen just want to pass by life unnoticed but may be that's not my destiny. Just don't like the person this making money thing is turning me into, can't give time to yourself, can't do things that bring in the real pleasure, can't give hope to others...but may be that's the way it was designed to be...

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Score: 17 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way!

This one is for u...

Have been seeing some one in a situation i found myself a few days back. This is what i felt then, tell me if there are any analogies...

Khuda ki har saajish khud-b-khud naakaam ho jaaye
Kabhi jo pehlu main tere, meri shaam ho jaaye.

Mil Jaate hain har nukkad pe tere kadardaan lekin
Socha tere sajde main mera bhi ek salaam ho jaaye.

Habib nahin na sahi, hudu hi sahi
Tujhse judke, yun mera bhi kuchh naam ho jaaye.

Ya bunen rishta is jahan se parey koi
Naam jiska dhoondne, khuda bhi pareshaan ho jaaye.

Haathon main hunar tere bhi kam to nahin
khainch kuchh lakeerein, ki takdeer bhi hairan ho jaaye.

Kabhi jo bichh saken mere intzaar main palken teri
To mere kafan ka bhi intzaam ho jaaye.

Ya ae aaftaab mere, yun mujhe tu khaak kar
Mujhse sirfiron k liye ek paigam ho jaaye.

--'Khuab' Etvi

Let's start up with something that is not of general interest..."me"...something fairly eccentric..so that my buddies who complain that i have been unfair to me and my life rest at peace...

Off late i was trying to quit smoking ...but just as a silver lightening in the cloud this excerpt from one of my frens dad's writes flashed in my mind which in the earlier days made smoking "not so bad proposition" for me.

"I like cigarettes.I like to think of fire held in a man's hand.Fire, a dangerous force tamed at his fingertips.I wonder what great things have come from such hours when a man sits alone watching the smoke of a cigarette, fondling the red hot tip, caressing the ash;thinking.When a man has a spot of fire alive in his mind it's inevitable that he has the burning tip of a cigarette as one of his expressions."

And guess what i quit the idea to quit...